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Saturday, October 31, 2009, 10/31/2009 12:13:00 PM
yesterdae was dolca n gaabanna function at ion...damm it was fun...i can't denied... damm function to dah mcm...club...ada bar...loud misic..it was like ARENA...nv been dere bt.. doubt so...aniwae pnt jgk lah sey.. 9-12...fuh...sodap pe...dere was like 350 champge... den pat nak balik hujan...ape ckp... den head to baby crib's...smp tk keje k aku... aniwaes..tanks Thursday, October 29, 2009, 10/29/2009 09:00:00 PM
torn out..
well guess wad...todae i start werk at 8..n guess wad tym i reach...10... rabak kn...hehekz...i noe...sumtyms im jus too much kn...bt at least im responsible bt not displine...i dun jus take mc jus bcoz im late..tat is so irresponsible...kalau byk function tak maty chef kau???hmm... well cummin to werk as per norm...kian ann help out in main bcoz ace wasn't dere...so ya...my hilton partner was dere so ya...b4 break we even went habour grill to waste our tym to jus grill e lamb...*curik tulang*hmm... ya den i sent estee lauder function's food...guesss wad... wangi ya amat org2nye...hehekz...nak kate kn vogue2 ah pekerje die...bt sorie im nt interested...den i haf to rush down to hantar olimpus cam function plak..n guess wad..dey display e cam..fuh..yg latest...wad isat called?pen?ya tat cam pn ada... cool shit lah sey...den went up to 24th floor to parorama...fer e barbeque function..damm byk siot funct. capet gue...den 5 oclock i went back to main kit as ann wanna mit me...well sambil tunngu die i watch t.v...n guess wad....i fall aslip..rabak pe zul...smp pnt gitu...hehekz...ya aniwaes...after tat had my dinner... well in de train takde sit so ya..tank god i didnt slip standin..hehekz... guess i was so awake...coz i was excited to myt sum1 kot...hehekz... of coz lah my one n onli...jeng3...071009...hmm...juz miss her so much... well i was in no mood pagi tady bcoz of wadeva happens...maybe im jus damm sensitive..i dun noe y physically i look strong..by emotionally im weak...damm..even e slightest hurtful things can jus prick me...kental kn aku...bt tats me...ssekejap je..t lupe...mane tak dapat jumpe die kn...senyuman nye..pakaian nye..yg cukup manis...sedap memandang..tapy ape crite jgkkn..die kai lawa2...hmm..kate die to impress me...hmm...*wonderin2*..hehekz..aniwaes...aku rindu die lah sey.. i wish aku ada sumtink tat can jus tell me wads she's tinkin..wantin...n all ah...hmm...am i so obesses ny her?hmm..idk... well she bcum more switter as daes goes by ah..no more jeans...more of dress,long skirts...haiz... jus wad pleases my eyes...is her smile e most...well kalau kau nak tawu...aku pn lokek k.. kalau org nak pinjam aku kau tak kasy...aku lagy tak kasy k Ney...hehekz*wink2*aink... Monday, October 26, 2009, 10/26/2009 12:48:00 AM
         yeah!!!yeah.. had fun yestd at SOHO... had fun wit paula syahril n co. hmm...met ney inside...dance wit her jap...well die kate tmpt tu borin.. bt when she left..lagu latest semua kua.. touch me,n more...kesian...nvm...next week haloween kn...hmm...wad shall i dressed up as? hmm... well after SOHO planned to head to sumwhr which i nv heard b4..."BU tong qey"near river valley dere...syaril n i was lyk wad paula?whr? buto qey?hehekz...like wad near by cibai qey opp puqie?hehekz...funny..n guess wad..we tried abt 10 cab to get us dere...bt non wanted to gif us a ride.. like *toot* sia...it's not as if we r takin a free ride...*toot* tol...den we decided to head hme...we head to paula's crib,n i fell aslip...wen i woke up it was 12+...decided have my brunch...den takkan nak harapkn mkn mknan org kn..so i ajak syaril to go cold storage to buy de ingredient... after shppin i went to start cookin..well cooked fer syaril n myself cabonarra pasta...kindda dry..n nt to my standard as e stupid garlic gt sum hard things in dem...*toot*... den we headed fer a swim...den sauna....fuh peh sdp pe sauna.. sweatin like hell ya..love it....den went to big bird fer dinner.. den headed hme...damm...im damm tired n sad, btw jus to inform u tat i was reallie waitin fer ur msg since 4+... well if u dun miss me or wad...juz tell me sia...u told me u were late k fine...i understnd..den u sae u wanna text me...bt u didnt...wad? r u like toyin with my feelin?makin me wait...fer sumtink tat was nt guin to happen...kalau tol pn die nan u...u cud at LEAST ah....at LEAST take de iniciative to text me n sae "hey,his with me"...nie tidak..juz kip quiet... n make me wait...i was like damm worried bout u...n u can just...haiz... nvm..u noe wad...maybe i shud juz cool down myself...well still waitin fer ur msg though..since u sae u will text me after he leave...kalau tu tak msg pn..idk waad to sae...u juz tc... Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 10/21/2009 04:23:00 PM
 hmm....noein tat frm de start.. bt i juz dun believe n guess wad?? u jus mention it...u R afraid of losin hym...hmm...do u noe tat i forgot abt it totallie haiz...i just find a damm bloody stupid reason jus to hang up e phone...damm...e truth does hurt u noe...it reallie break my heart...damm it...i jus feel like guin out...to jus shout....y was i so stupid??? no matter wad she is still not mine???she can sae she dun bother bout u noe hu...bt tat is juz to make me comfortable... aint it...hmm...readin ur blog..sumtyms..haiz... its gd tat i can noe wads happenin to u..wad u feel n stuff bt...like ii sae...truth hurts...lies kills...haiz... i noe i said tat i'll try to make ur livin in spore like in heaven fer e moment...well guess wad..i tink i was emotionally get carried away with my feelin...n guess wad...i fell in love wit u.. dammit...im sorrie...bt it juz came so suddenly...u might heard bout e player stuff...bt it was all FAKE...!damm those ppl...bloody hell.. hiak dush!!!!hehekz...*geram aku* well guess wad...wad really open up my eyes was...hmm..u afraid of losin hym...n u mention tat we r jus ttm..not even couple...hmm tanks...tanks alot u do wake me up...fuh!!!! well ppl i juz wanna go out n take sum fresh air...fuh!!!sakit2.... korg tc...pape picit...!!! Sunday, October 18, 2009, 10/18/2009 10:39:00 AM
i had my outsyde caterin yesterdae...n ya ampun... punye lah cerewet mama nie... k she stays at pierce hill k...uma org kaye2... havin tiz function fer diwaali...so ya.. wah upon reachin e place only...it was like.. WOAH!!!!Posh cayman..fuh!!!  den beside it was sum kind of van.. fun rumah 3 tingkat..every dream cumm true g2.. swimming pool...fuh!!!den betside e hse was some minister hse... wah damm kerek sak minister tu...tembak aru tawu... cummin to e irritatin part...first i jus saw e maid... she said"plz dun drag ur stuff plz carry,plz do not lean against e wall...later dirty...plz do not touch anitink...nt even e plant tat is slappin our face while we were carrying our stuff...like *toot* even e trolley we can't push...den wads de point of trolley havin e wheels den???haiyo..stress....feel like punching e face....dammit.. den cum to e naan,dosai n prata part...we haf to 2 chef duin it.. 1 mly chef...his duin e prata n dosai...as fer chef santosh..his duin de naan...he claim to sae tat he can handle both...n it true...it isnt hard at all.. furthermore it's onlie like wad...50 pax...haiyo...den she bising...y is a mly chef duin indian food???makin prata n dosai???haiyo....bloody fussy sia.. dammit...haiz...den she started to called e manager..Amanda... complainin..abt e chef..abt e dessert...abt nt draggin e stuff...haiyo... we can't even put e crate fer e glasses...wah damm...gitu cam ne nak clear glass.. lok blg sama gue...haiyo.... so ya..e hse owner even gave his personal champage,vodka,gin n other drinks to e bar man...den guess wad...he sae tonite there'll will alotsa drinker..so ok..n guess wad???alot os drinker ah sgt.. de barman kip toppin up e jug of plain tap water...ya drinker!!!TAP WATER DRINKER U MEAN!!!!hehekz.... b4 e function finish i tired to make prata...e flip flop thingy.. i've alwaes been wanting to do it...since i had de opputunity...i grab it.. in my mind i jus wa ney to try my 2 very first flip flop prata...my dosai n naan...hope she appriciate it..hehekz....well i didnt manage to get curry though... den we took e cab back to hilton.... ney was waitin fer me outside hilton...SORRY FER BEIN LATE!!! it's not tat i did it on purpose..it's juz in fnb..dere will nv b on tym thingy... so ya...take mry with Ney...den ternmpk keciq...n den i sent Ney to yew tee... mcm tak nak lepaskn...bt haf to ah..die dah lmbt sey...haiz.. well tats de end.... Friday, October 16, 2009, 10/16/2009 10:46:00 AM
shittoes!!!
dammit...jus hate e fact tat she really found out bout it...haiz...nape lah...damm...i was kindda dissapointed in myself wen i look at her face saein those sat stuff...haiz...it hurts me to see those eyes of urs...u can act..bt ur eyes nv lies atye...haiz...aniwaes..im very sorry...i noe it hurt u alot...haiz...y?y?y?haiyo.... Friday, October 9, 2009, 10/09/2009 10:47:00 AM
juS fer my only...071009
.jpg) .jpg) .jpg) neY... u r my onli 1....hope u wun haf doubt with me...hope our date mark our begining... let's fly together so sum whr,whr jus"we" exist...i'll b ur miracle...i make ur life e sweetest ever on earth...i'll take ur hand on bring u with more suprises...shall make my one n only neY lyfe a sweetest sin ever...dazzle u with more memories...i'll try to be ur best ever escape...dun u worry...neY u r my ONLY...i wun let u be lonely... P.S:tanks fer bein e switest ever tat happen e my life.... , 10/09/2009 10:30:00 AM
i hate it!!!! i hate it!!!! kalau sum1 ever told u tat wen huever kal die sanggup letak den on actual event tak terjady ape ckp?haiz...i can stiLL c my "miss takdir" love hym..haiz...i juz dunnoe y i feel alittle jealous...well to tink back...it wasn't her fault...i was my fault to Start e triangle r/s... well i dun care ok...once said by my frend..kalau suke juz go..kalau tak menyesal...haiz...she's jus u noe..like north n south pole magnet whr we fill up each other's rung kosong...haiz... did chat with her on msn though...well die kate die suke pesonality ku..hmm...wad she see also i do noe lah kn.. aniwaes i really hope she mean it... damm.....she juz tell me off... damm...wad juz happen sia... dammit..shall not post... haiyo isit my fault???haiyo... stress3!!!! Thursday, October 8, 2009, 10/08/2009 01:56:00 AM
one dowN more to cUm..
nw im attact to main kit... cool dpt learn alotsa tinks... every dae i learn new dishes... like todae,seafood ragout,salmon wellington.. cool...more to cum... hmm...NW.... my date... well yesterdae was a very scary dae fer me...as i was blank... i dunnoe y..i haf plan fer her de nicest tinks i ever tot of...den im juz too worried tat it wud turn out fine... so i ask a few of my collegue to help out of whr is e nicest place to go on a date...sum sae stupid2 places...bt i do appriciate e help though...aniwaes.... on my wae mittin her...my heart was pumpin so fast tat i was smilling wae...to cover up my feelins...yelah takkan nak tunjuk kan yg aku "kancong" kn so nt de ZUL....hehekz...aniwaes tats me...nasib baek takde sweaty palm...klau tk obvious siot....hehekz.. well i planned to watch crite 5oo of summer daes... which was a romantic comedy..bt den...toot...bsk nye aru kua...so nvm...ii decided to head with plan "b"..juz spent e tym together...it was gd tat she reallie pays attention to e movie tat i choose...coz adalah sbb nye...e storyline behind it i was glad she geddit...fuh...after tat head fer dinner... pat i used to go wit bari,nas n fariq...miss u guys a ton... ya den....JENG..JENG....JENG... confession nye part plak kua... my fear of all fear...fuh...i started wit a story a...step nak uat deknie panic,konon aku suke org laen ah... den w/o her reallising aku kai ah werd yg die kai pat blog die...hehekz...member teroz react differently sak... hehekz....ya....pastu kte balik...n gave a *jeng3* smp member jln teroz...aru pusing...mcm de flash lah,die ilang...haiyo...hehekz... DEn headed to Paula's crib...lame jgk tunggu die , den neY teman me oep jap...can't tok long sal besties die well eka was dere...hehekz...kesian.. no ic...hehekz...den we go uma nenek...den back to paula crib...
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little sacasticism wouldn't hurt.I loveorange colour I'm an Aries. I Smoke I Club Love fer me is juz 1-Culinary. i dun give damm wad ppl wanna sae Coz by hook or by crook u r sum hw or rather is thinking of me!hekz. i'M proudly am born with tiz face so either u like it or buzz off!ty i dun give a damm to those shag and hagged wizards and wtiches of hogwarts.i'm not into portion.Quidditch is their game,mine's? Soccer,Dragon Boat and Silat Seafood is not to be in my palate. I hate purple. Special Paula Dayana Syahril SharuL Chef-de-Party Nas Dyea Lydia Zamm Dragon Boat Karen Iggy Sandra Joy Lech Lexson Farhanah Zhenghuarians Mira Aziera Lily Fatin PeePs yuyun Hurzaimah Jaggi Torn pit pit Sepet Shanky Ksm meH Shanky Wawa backtoyesterday
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